I don’t usually like change.
And, always being uncomfortable with pain and the stresses of a made-for-tv-movie kind’o’life…well…
*evil stink eye*
Then, sometimes you wake up and just have to change everything.
This month is a good month. It’s “The Month Brought To You By The Letter ‘M'”…
Third anniversary of my public (albeit a very private gathering) dedication to a particular aspect of my spiritual path.
Next week is the SECOND anniversary of being smoke-free!!
They even sent a care package and EVERYTHING!
Monday I awoke to the HUZZAH! of
wanting needing to change a whole lot of shit going on with this decrepit body. So I did. I overcame the fear and the reasons excuses and hauled my I’ve-earned-this-ass to the gym. I hate it and I feel fucking fantastic.
I completed an Oath I’d made to someone very, very special to me.
I found loose teas in the local Bulk Barn that are outta this WORLD! *snap*
(careful posting photos of loose tea…it could be…”miscontrued” for being something totally else *shifty eyes*)
It’s been a pretty good month so far!
So, I thought…”Well, what’s a girl to do when she wants to change EVERYTHING?!?!”
I made Lupus Interrupted a spankin’ new logo. 😀
The symbolism is pretty fantastic, too…but I’ll save that for another post.
Sometimes you need something “fresh”…something “new”…something to cast light on the shadows that creep into the dark recesses of your mind during a long winter (Mother Nature here in Ottawa is being an ass-hat).
It might be big. It might be little.
But it can’t take away the splendour you feel, even for a stolen moment in time.
What would you like to change?!